It's funny to realise that all the participants of Via Experientia that I'm in contact with are evolving exactely the same as me regarding the "after Via" and I must admit that we all had up and downs and that the training was a part of our instability. Sometimes I surprised myself thinking that Via opened a door that I'm kinda affraid of, because I've no idea what's behind, and because I don't have the right key to close it if I wanted to. I felt really bad some days after Via, some weeks and months, I had a little crisis and rethought totally my life, but I was curious enough to continue to climb the mountain to get a better view at the horizon.
I have my good days where I see how useful the training has been, and bad days where I do not understand the need of pointing out that many questions in my head. I don't know where it will lead us, where it will lead me, if we will ever be the same after that, if the training has a real impact on our lives, or if it's just me still growing and getting more conscious.
The only thing I understand is that I become more human. I slowly accept the fact that I will never be perfect and that no one can be. I accept the fact that people make mistakes, that I have weaknesses, that I have an experience that can help me go through any obstacle. I understand that everyone can bring me something, and that I am constantly influenced by other as much as I influence them.
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